Lately I’m feeling my life is a grind. I think it’s the lack of
social activity once I get home. Nobody lives nearby, no one here to talk
to. So what’s a guy supposed to do? I want to find something that inspires
me and puts a fire in my belly to make something, move my life forward
somehow. *sigh* Motivation is a real struggle for me, I could do better,
much better I suppose. I can’t live my life online like others, I ain’t
gonna log onto Second Life and foster cyber-relationships like others do.
What’s the point? A computer won’t keep me warm at night.